And I talked to Tate about weed and stuff.
He is letting me do what I want.
...from a distance.
I think he is avoiding me.
Friday, December 30, 2011
welp.
We smoked.
Got high.
High as fuck.
In my room.
Whutduhfack.
It was crazy, really.
We smoked in the bathroom out of like a homemade bong.
It worked really well.
When I think about it I get sick to my stomach.
My parents were right downstairs.
Got high.
High as fuck.
In my room.
Whutduhfack.
It was crazy, really.
We smoked in the bathroom out of like a homemade bong.
It worked really well.
When I think about it I get sick to my stomach.
My parents were right downstairs.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Ready for the New Year.
Yet another year without a New Year's kiss, I believe...
Christmas was good.
Broderick has a girlfriend. I'm giving up on him. We have no future. I have to accept that. He's moving. I have no chance.
Baylie's spending the night tomorrow.
I'm supposed to be getting some weed from Caleb today.
I'm so paranoid already. This is the first time that I have my own weed, in my house. I decided to put it in my Beats case, and then put that in a sock at the back of my sock drawer. I think thats safe, and I'm not afraid about them finding it. I'm afraid that they will catch me and Baylie smoking. But I think I've got it planned out. We're gonna wait about an hour after my parents go to bed, maybe longer, so we KNOW they are asleep. Then we are going to open a window and turn on the fan, and its going to be SO cold but whatever, and we'll stand by the window when we smoke. We'll make a home made bowl from a water bottle, which I did not get high from last time I smoked, probably because it was shitty, shitty weed. Whatever. We'll see what happens.
Christmas was good.
Broderick has a girlfriend. I'm giving up on him. We have no future. I have to accept that. He's moving. I have no chance.
Baylie's spending the night tomorrow.
I'm supposed to be getting some weed from Caleb today.
I'm so paranoid already. This is the first time that I have my own weed, in my house. I decided to put it in my Beats case, and then put that in a sock at the back of my sock drawer. I think thats safe, and I'm not afraid about them finding it. I'm afraid that they will catch me and Baylie smoking. But I think I've got it planned out. We're gonna wait about an hour after my parents go to bed, maybe longer, so we KNOW they are asleep. Then we are going to open a window and turn on the fan, and its going to be SO cold but whatever, and we'll stand by the window when we smoke. We'll make a home made bowl from a water bottle, which I did not get high from last time I smoked, probably because it was shitty, shitty weed. Whatever. We'll see what happens.
I've decided what I believe.
I do believe in God and Jesus and stuff, and I believe in what the bible says about history. All the history in the bible, I believe is true. But I do no believe that we should live by the bible. Yes, we should be good people, we should obey our parents, be nice to other, all that stuff, but I think we should live the way we want to live. Its our decision whether or not we drink alcohol, smoke weed, smoke cigarettes, steal things, lie, etc. Our perception of what is right and what is wrong is up to us. I definitely believe in heaven and hell, but I am not sure yet what determines where we go. But I do believe in life after death.
Sunday, December 18, 2011
what a dayy.
Today did not go as planned, it went even better.
I ran errands with my dad this morning, and on the way home Broderick texted me and asked me to go hang out with him and Caleb. So I did.
Basically, I'm still burping out the taste of cannabis.
I smoked out of a blunt for the first time. It was so strong, and burned to bad, even my tongue felt like it was on fire, and I just coughed a bunch.
It was grandaddy purple, and ahh that weed was just great.
I felt like I was starting to like Broderick again.
I can't let that happen.
Nope.
Nooooope.
Anyways though I didn't get high.. Just got a little buzz... yeah. OH well though, hopefully I'm gonna have plenty more oppurtunities before he moves.
I ran errands with my dad this morning, and on the way home Broderick texted me and asked me to go hang out with him and Caleb. So I did.
Basically, I'm still burping out the taste of cannabis.
I smoked out of a blunt for the first time. It was so strong, and burned to bad, even my tongue felt like it was on fire, and I just coughed a bunch.
It was grandaddy purple, and ahh that weed was just great.
I felt like I was starting to like Broderick again.
I can't let that happen.
Nope.
Nooooope.
Anyways though I didn't get high.. Just got a little buzz... yeah. OH well though, hopefully I'm gonna have plenty more oppurtunities before he moves.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
This ish cray.
This time last year, me and Morgan were innocent little best friends. I was going out with Jonathan and she was going out with Tyler... There was a certain time about this time in December when we were soo nervous to go to the movies and have our first kiss.
I miss that, I really do.
I miss that, I really do.
Dayyummm.
Kay well its been too long.
I'm not even gonna bother catching up.
Basically though, I don't really talk to Broderick that much. We're supposed to hang Monday, but it will probably get cancelled.
Jamal's coming back soon.
I went ice skating today. Its the first day of Christmas break.
My niece is sleeping next to me. I really need to clean my room. Then I'm gonna do my eyebrows, shower, shave, maybe a read a little, and just try to have a productive evening, and go to sleep at a decent time. I want to start waking up at 7, eating, walking my dogs, and just getting a good, early start on my day. I feel like I would be a lot happier. I also want to start getting fit and in shape, and eat healthy and stuff. Sounds guuud 2 meh. Thats what I'm going to focus on. Getting in shape, eating healthy, and just being happy. And then when school starts again, I'll focus on those things as well as grades. Yeah. I just want to be really confident and happy.
I'm not even gonna bother catching up.
Basically though, I don't really talk to Broderick that much. We're supposed to hang Monday, but it will probably get cancelled.
Jamal's coming back soon.
I went ice skating today. Its the first day of Christmas break.
My niece is sleeping next to me. I really need to clean my room. Then I'm gonna do my eyebrows, shower, shave, maybe a read a little, and just try to have a productive evening, and go to sleep at a decent time. I want to start waking up at 7, eating, walking my dogs, and just getting a good, early start on my day. I feel like I would be a lot happier. I also want to start getting fit and in shape, and eat healthy and stuff. Sounds guuud 2 meh. Thats what I'm going to focus on. Getting in shape, eating healthy, and just being happy. And then when school starts again, I'll focus on those things as well as grades. Yeah. I just want to be really confident and happy.
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