scarred

Eighth grade will stay with me forever.
I tried things with Matt a few weeks ago.
I had a mental breakdown.

I started shaking and within 15 seconds I was bawling.
He was understanding though. It was so hard to explain to him why I felt the way I did. But I cried for about 45 minutes.
Will I always be this way?

love

I think there's a big difference between loving someone and being in love with someone.

It's clear to me the difference between the two.
When you love someone, they mean a lot to you. You care about them so much that you need them. They are a source of joy. Losing them would be so painful.

I don't think I've ever been in love, but I know a bit of what it's like from what I've heard. You'd do anything to be with them. When you're with them, its like you're flying but your feet are still on the ground.

I'm not in love with him.
I think I'm living a lie, and I can't do it any more.