I'm still waiting for my own happy ending.

Honestly... I don't know why I do what I do.

Maybe because sometimes, you act like you don't care.

Maybe because its exciting.

Maybe because it makes me feel loved.

Maybe because I know its wrong.

Maybe because for once, someone wants to be around me, just me.

I know that if I told you, you'd be disappointed.

I know that if I told you, you'd never trust me again.

I know that if I told you, I'd lose every chance of you ever liking me.

I know that if I told you, you'd never look at me the same.

I know I'd get one of those long, painful lectures.

Maybe thats what I want?

Maybe thats what I need...