i've got some issues that nobody can see,

I feel like I've forgotten what true happiness feels like.

I used to be happy about everything.

Ever since we started this secret,

I feel like its the only thing I have to be happy about.

Because I know that for those few minutes,

I am garunteed happiness.

For those few minutes,

There are no problems.

There are no stuck up girls around.

There is no one to tell me that what I'm doing is wrong, or slutty, or rude.

Its just me and you,

And although we promised not to tell,

and we decided we didn't want anyone to know,

I wouldn't mind if they did.

Because they'd be jealous.

And as sick as it is,

I'm not afraid to admit,

that thats my only "happiness" nowadays.

By the way, you're a good kisser.

Gosh, I need help.