I don't like this.

TM: Still love you. Just a dumb thing to waste your life on. Don't let it.
Me: I won't.
TM: For real. You have no business doint it. You're a lot better than that.
Me: Ahh, stop making me feel bad.
TM: Not trying. Just trying to make you snap out of it.
Me: I was never snapped into it. I know its bad, I was curious. Yes I will admit, after the first ten minutes, it was fun and I did like it. But I'm not doing it again.
TM: Curiosity is dumb first of all. After ten minutes?
Me: Yeah, at first I ahted how it felt. Its really hard to explain. And curiosity isn't THAT dumb. I wouldn't have done it if it was like, physically harmful to me. I'm not that retarded.
TM: It is physically harmful?
Me: Not its not?
TM: Yeah it is.
Me: Haha I'm not going to argue with you about proben faccts that don't even matter because I'm not doing it again.
TM: You're really thick sometiems. Maybe not once it isn't. But after a while. You start depending on it to feel good. Ask GJ.
Me: If by some crazy chance it became a normal thing for me, it still wouldn't be that often, becaues I'd have no way to get it unless I was with people, and I'd have to be with them for at least like three hours. Its expensive and I have no money. Not to mention I'm to scared to but it from anyone. I did it once, I told you I'm not going to do it again, so I don't understand what point you are trying to get across. I've screwed up a lot before, I know what I'm capable of handling emotionally/mentally, trust me. I can decide for myself, I know how to make good decisions, even if I get curious sometimes. I'm not going to do it again. I was just having fun. One time. And now that my curiosity is out of the way, its not going to happen again.
TM: Okay.
Me: Love you.
TM: You too.
TM: So wrud

HA, I'm not replying to that ?