Its those two extra words.
They are terrifying to me.
I try not to think about what others would think if they knew.
Especially since its with him.
They'd be mad.
They'd call me a whore.
I wish I hadn't gotten myself into such a mess.
The hardest part is that I'm the last person they'd expect. I don't wear makeup. I don't put slutty pictures all over facebook. I don't gossip. I don't throw myself all over guys. I'm just "sweet innocent little Nicole".
I'm scared, and nobody understands.
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