Oh, you had it, but oh, no, you lost it...

"Bad decisions make good stories."


I have a ton to talk about. I'm having mixed emotions. I don't know if I'm happy or sad or what. Just confused, overwhelmed.. I
Anyways, yesterday was the last day of school. It was amazing and terrible all at once.
Wait, rewind.
Todays friday, yesterday was Thursday.
Wednesday, we ate lunch in the classroom as we watched the Diary of Anne Frank. TM found a note in my purse from MP about some stuff that he wasn't supposed to know. I didn't want him to read it because TE was right there, and then he'd know that I told TM. It would have been a disaster. So me and TM started arguing because he wouldn't give it back. I finally just sat there quietly, but then TM and OM and JN started throwing bread crumbs at me and telling me to go sit with the girls, so I did.
Then they started throwing Gripz at me, and even ketchup packets. Made me feel like total shit. I was trying not to cry, honestly. The people that were once my friends were now throwing food at me and making me look like a fool.
I told TM that he goes into dick mode when he gets around people, and no matter how many deep conversations we have, my efforts to be friends with him always fail because of his douche bag-ness.

Me, CW, RM, CN, LO, and a bunch of other people walked to McDonald's after school yetserday. RM tried to kiss me on the bridge, but I wouldn't. I wish I would have. I don't know when the next time I'll see him is.
I have a lot more to say, but I'm getting tired.
I'm having a good summer so far, although today was only the first day. Its been eventful, just great. <3